I need a cup of self love, self care, and self control... My mental state is so low... Help me...I keep drinking self hate, thinking that I don't need help, when I really do, and I keep putting trust into the wrong people's hands... school is putting so much weight on my shoulders....I don't feel like I can keep going on with this....I'm going to unshare and delete it...Because the internet doesn't need to hear about my stupid problems... I was called a disappointment...It hurt, but now I know...I was always a disappointment....I was ALWAYS a disappointment... Oh...my dad h@tes me...I bet he regretted having me... I'm leaving this project up for a day, then it's gonna be taken down... One of my friends just left...I feel more empty...I can't take this...I might leave myself...
