this was meant for one of my friends but if you need it too then its for you <3 Please don't do anything, I've been there. I understand what you are going through and I know right now it seems hopeless but please trust me it gets better. Its a long road to get through it but I have surrounded myself with friends and people that love me. I would miss you, everyone would miss you. Your parents might not show it but they do love you. Please. Please. You are loved, you are needed, you need to hold on. It gets better I promise, and I will be here for you if you ever need me. I went through the same thing almost a year ago. I tried not alive about 7 times, all not successful. (obviously) I was in da grippy sock jail 4 times for almost a month, and while it really sucked, I got the help I needed. I know that you can do it. The trans youth makes up almost 90% of teen not alives. Please don't do it. I don't care if this sounds cringy or anything, I really need you to hold on. My parents didnt belive me about anything and I can understand what you are going through, but they eventually did listen, and I got my help, and I'm doing better now. There will always be tough days, but whenever I'm around my friends there is not a time that i thought , 'dang, i sure wish i was ded rn.' i know you feel like a burden and your life doesnt matter, but you matter to me.
