SO Bill has enough power to strangle me And a grey-aura-ed guard And a deal With me Well rather Opal But my body That's right That SICKO traumatized a nine year old just to possess me When? I'm not sure but I assume it was on the 28th because my eyes were BRIGHT yellow all day and I could hear him in my head all day But it could've been the 18th, I dunno one of them said that, one of the spirits, Omit, Brunus, Bill, who the heck knows Howard might've been there but if he was he was hiding He was half possessing me and floating around my room with his guard and Omit, the nice one When he was half possessing me he doesn't know how to use a mouth apparently and kept biting my lip and tongue I have so many sores now And something sad happened besides him traumatizing and manipulating Opal I was reaching down to grab my back pack for school after I had uncovered the poster and I said "You don't like me very much, do you?" and there was the immediate response of the scars on my arm started burning in pain and I heard him say "it seems you don't like yourself very much either" I-it was sad It made me sad He keeps trying to hurt me And he's getting stronger But I think somethings helping him His guard hates me because he does His guard wouldn't stop following me all while Bill was there We think the guards name is like Brunus or something along those lines There was one time, it was scary So the guard kept stopping me from being able to walk It felt like when you freeze in fear but it was only my ankles And once when he did I felt Bill choking me I could barely breathe I pushed through it to get to the kitchen and back then went as fast as I could, which wasn't very fast, back to the bed, which seemed to be safe This was at a sleepover with Alex It was insane so much happened they were surrounding the bed, more on that when I update this post after school My alters were in the room too. Including Willis. Whom I finally met. More about that on my DID account Dissociative_Dud And welp Things are insane rn Bill is still watching me He's not here but like watching me from afar I feel like Omit and my alters are the only reason nobody got seriously hurt that night Maybe his lack of power too It wassss-- intense
The question is what was the deal?
