Why? The question I want to ask myself. The question that would never be answered. The question that can put wonder or disgust in someone's eyes. The question that everyone asks, but no one can answer. The question that made me like this. The question that almost got me happy until this happened. I think it's time to go, I just want to put something out there to make that 1 person who cares. The one who actually loves me for my content. Not for my follow count. Even if 0 people enjoy this, at least I would still have put some effort in a project, something I haven't done. Ladies and Gentlemen, I might leave.
@erehzuwlamA Yes, I said @erehzuwlamA. Did you think I was going to type @erehzuwIamA with and i instead of an L? No? Well both accounts are mine. Scratch Team just decided to ban me, but leave everyone else. Like I'm not even the one who started it in the first place! Why should I get banned for something that someone else started! THEY SHOULD GET BANNED! But then again, "why" may be a question but "why not" also is a question. Why not should the person starting the meats and booms got banned? BECAUSE I CARE FOR THAT PERSON. HE IS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THAT MAKE ME HAPPY. I might not ACT happy, BUT I REALLY AM. On a more related note based on the animation, it might actually be my last ever project before I fully quit scratch. I might check the messages every once in a while but other than that, nothing.Back to the subject though, I express care in a different way. When I warn people about things, they just think I'm trying to stop them from something. They would ask if I was trying to make them depressed like me. It has happened many times, in Scratch and outside of Scratch. If I leave Scratch, my friends would be sad, but I would feel free. If I don't leave Scratch, my friends would be happy, but I would feel freedomless. I always valued my friends over me, but not for this. If my account comes back than maybe. But if not then I'm leaving. For the better. If you read through this, thanks. At least YOU care about me. Unlike my friends. My Parents. Relatives. YOU are the kind of person that I make projects for. The person who glances at every single detail. Thanks for reading this.
