so i was writing a short story called "hatikva" (in hebrew),, Basically it talks about some of the hate jews in school received after world war 2. Unfortunately, i reloaded the page and all my work disappeared. I might make it into a short short story sometime, i don't know. it was really hard to write because i needed to write from a anti-semetic view. Next section is sorta a rant/vent (skip to *** if you don't want to read) OK, so some people think that if ur lesbian, you like every girl you see. AND THATS NOT FRICKIN' TRUE, okay? it just means you like girls. Now, I'm pansexual, meaning I like "multi" or "All" genders. Just like the lesbian stereotype, recently in school, and outside, it's also going into the pan stereotypes. "Pan people just love every body, blah blah blah" but that's not true. pansexual literally just means you don't really care, that you love all genders. this guy at my school was making some homophobic comments. think before you speak/comment, OKAY?!? *** we're doing state testing, so i'm not on scratch that much. and i'm also focusing on tapas, a comic place- working on posting my new comic, Yellow Flowers (not gonna be posted here). i've gotten into scratch vlogging, so check out my vlog acc- @cookielly <3 my friend @madebykat and i might do a collab soon :DD i'm just really tired + stressed rn. i also "jarred/jammed" my thumb yesterday while i was playing volleyball. It really hurts. I also have robotics today,, so im in school for 1 + 30 min extra.. I have a headache, and don't rlly want to be here. bc/ its state testing i dont have ixl, but i still want to do 60 min, thats my brain not me. im tired stressed, we have our last FINALS tourney, so thats not helping, i can't draw well bc/ my thumb and one of my mice ain't really working, i just need to spill this out. i have to edit my whole vlog, make the files small and put it together hoping my trashy school computer doesn't lag (im in school rn btw) because of school testing, we have a messed up schedule, 2 hours testing, brunch a class lunch class class class. i'm not hungry by lunch, but i eat so im not hungry later. It's not good for me, i like eating at 2-3. not 11 (because of testing) im an A student. Bad grades terrify me; i've had 3 days in a row stress days. My grades aren't as high as i'd like them to be. so thanks for reading this, and bye <3 typing by me, obviously.
