tw for cyberbullying, traumatizing, and then asking for forgiveness for some reason dont wanna go into it but here's some comments form my vent studio about it (not all are about it exactly but comments that fit the situation) "i just want you to realize, your... not, a good person" this girl really asked me "do you forgive me" like you cyberbullied me over some tiny annoying thing i did and now i think about the things you said everyday and want to cry. a lot of my negative emotions and thoughts stem from what you told me. "do you blame yourself?" ... what? "well, its quite common in this situation for a patient to have a kind of... guilt." ...what situation...? "the accident." ... "it's very common for people too invent blame, or create a causality, when in reality, it was completely out of your control." "a whole garden of flowers, and my name etched on a rock. all this could've been avoided, all i wanted was too talk" "if your so mature now, then i think it's time you grow up. admit you did it, we all know you did it, and yet you still gaslight me up!"
i've held this inside for so long and this is all i ever want to reveal about it. its too hard for me to talk about it, mostly because of the negative imprint it had on me and the fact i will probably begin sobbing
