On this project I don't want any "same..." or "I feel/felt that way" comments on this.. this is my vent please don't relate to me tw: trust issues, hurtful thoughts, ect (if any of this upset u please leave the video i dont want u guys to keep reporting my vents it rlly rlly sucks) btw i do NOT care abt credits in this project, this is my vent so dont come at me like "oMg tHaTs mY gLiDe cOde" or "tHatS mY MuSic, u sToLe iT" I DO NOT CARE Start: - so i have been REALLY unmotivated lately, but ill get all the screenshots i need and even if its the easiest vid to code it takes me like 30 mins..i feel like my acc is dying, i rlly only get like 15 notifications in the morning, most of them studio activities... there have been trolls everywhere i go, on my gfs page i was talking to her, and a day after we ended the convo he just randomly popped in and was like "thats racist," and when i asked him why? do u know what his response was? "im the owner of roblox, and ur racist" how in any way is that racist??! u legit did a face/body revail and ur WHITE, idc if people come after me.. YOU. CANT. BE. RACIST. TO. WHITE. PEOPLE!!! i am american native i have my own tribe and stuff, i come from native blood but im WHITE, im a blue eyed, blonde haired, "girl" (physically, i have what girls have but, im a demi-girl as i am gender-fluid and mostly like the pronouns they/them and he/him :/ ) and many more people at my school AND I QUOTE has said they are not native whatsoever or are black, have said the n slur and have said "thats racist" TO MY OWN FACE!! istg it makes me so angry, i even got in trouble cause i stood up for my mixed friend cause she was being bullied,, they tried to get me suspended but i told them what happened and they all got suspended for a while, and have been on thin ice since,, but as soon as they came back they made my life, and only mine a living hell, and my "best friend" (and after venting to them multiple times about it) became friend w/ them, and told them EVERYTHING i told her :/ like dang i understand not wanting to be friend anymore/ just regular friends but telling them all my secrets? thats just plain backstabbing. And there's sooo much more i could go on and on and on but u'd be here for DAYS reading it :/
honestly thinking abt quitting again ngl, but most likely not cause summers almost here, but im probs gonna get motivated again, cause even if i stop posting i am never going to leave this sight its the only safe place for me but honestly im scared... i got a notification from the st the other day and it said "if u continue being disrespectful, the st will have no other option but to block you. the comments and/ or projects that lead to this message: Hi im back [sorry got muted]" how is that disrespectful?!? the st really needs to work on stuff like this...
