Shout out to @Gamewheelcreator42 for trying to make me feel better This vent says a lot of the same thing, but.... Sis PLEASE don't look I swear PLEASE *BEWARE EXTREME GUILT WILL FOLLOW AFTER I DO ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING PROCEED WITH CAUTION* *NOT FOR YOUNG AUDIENCES* (Not necessarily I just talk about de^ath.) Oki my peeps (lol I have no peeps anyways yay) Turns out, a friend of mine has been ki^lled (I swear don't report) she just- I can't- I can't- I am pretty much absolutely certain I have OCD and I kinda low key hate it I'm noticing it more and more and it's kinda low key TAKING OVER MY LIFE it won't stop grr help this is why I'm afraid of germs apparently I'm scared my crush (maybe bf?????) likes someone else and if that's true I will be at my absolute BREAKING POINT I'm scared I'm literally living partially because of him. So if he...... I might...... I'm probably moving... still to whole new state, of which I hate at this point (I'm sure it's a very nice place but I've lived here my whole life and I don't want to leave) I would lose touch with so many people.... my parents don't understand.... you can't just call a random classmate and expect things to be normal. They'd be living the life I have always imagined myself in without me. They'll forget. I feel like my happiness has a deadline that's getting closer and closer everyday. Sometimes I want it to just stop.
Another vent welp here's the other one ig https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/676018557 No way the first vent was my 50th project and this is my 60th that is just creepy............. No commenting cause I just wanted to share this. I like talking to a friend better I've realized. .
