alright alright lets get to the point im not gay, like you would probably think at first. im... ahem drum roll please- {drumming} im officially aroace, meaning i am aromantic and asexual. so.. whats that exactly? it means that i don't experience any romantic attractions when i was younger everyone had a crush on somebody and they would gush out about them for forever. it became annoying and i felt like i needed it fit in. i tried to think of crushes and even tried to crush on one of my friends. but now as an adult, i realize my true self <3 being as stupid as i am today, lil o me wanted to be like everyone else and tried to have a crush obviously it didnt work :)