I'm sad again.. :D Press Space.. ~Lyrics~ Feeling sick of myself Think I'll try to be someone else Can't be hard to paint a person In my head create a version The parallel Pull my head out the sand Try as hard as I can Guess I must be satisfactory You said you love me exactly the way I am And you know I find it hard to understand Pay a visit to the doctor 'cause I have A sweet tooth for you I'm wide awake The sugar went straight to my brain Feel like a kid, I double tap My chest with my fist I like you Say it back Say it back Never had a cavity Never had nobody as sweet as you Smooth around the edges, good as new Gently into it and every rendezvous Got myself a brand new pain It's like you do I know every line and curve of your tattoos A sweet tooth for you I'm wide awake The sugar went straight to my brain Feel like a kid, I double tap My chest with my fist I like you Say it back Say it back Sweet tooth for you My dreamin' space It's filled with scribbles, tore the page Decipher them with coloured paint Repair the stitches in my face Sweet tooth for you My heart, you do I'll see you in my garden soon Beneath the skin, it's cardiac A safety pin I like you Say it back
If I were to give a message to my younger self it would be: I know sometimes can be hard..And You feel like nobody wants you or likes you, Just know sometimes nobody does..Sometimes you have to deal with that..You dont learn to love yourself as you get older..And thats a huge problem for yourself..You feel like a monster and that everyone would be better off if you were dead..And you still feel that..It doesnt change..You feel like you're not good enough for a relationship or anybody in your life..You're parents die when you're only 11..You're big sister is already dead when she is 7 and you are 3..You dont have many things left..And you get panic attacks over small things and stuff that gets you mad..You feel like a freak..Everything is true but thats something you still have to deal with..Eventually you might learn to love yourself..Maybe..It depends..Just know that you always have yourself.. -Luca Vargo/Bakugou
