updates / 'rant' not sure if scratch will get mad at me 4 sayin it but i got the *.+ dreaded virus +.* // title is kinda a joke i dont even feel sick anymore // so im upset im missing my last week of softball. im missing a bunch of schoolwork. im missing out on friend hang outs. im missing out on SM. ++ im missing my 1st prom. bc theres a small chance i will be cleared to go back at that time , and even if i can i would have to be like the only person wearing a mask .. even so i wont b able to go to any of my appointments beforehand + my dress isn't arriving on time anymore. so like. i had such fun plans to get all ready n dressed up w my friends + stuff ... now its all ruined i was j so upset abt how much i had going on then wake up and boom. tests positive for the virus. ive been feeling SO insecure lately too n just had so so much going on even if i go back 2 school soon i have to be like the only person wearing a mask for a few days + its just so humiliating in a way ,, yk ?? like on one hand idc, i don't mind wearing a mask, but on the other i want to rip out all my hair in anger <3 im fully vaccinated w booster too so WHY i've gone all 2+ yrs without any1 in my family / friends getting it then out of ALL times to get it i get it now. sorry this is all so negative , im jus frustrated ugh
