hi. you prob know what i've been doing lately- trashposting. for a whole month. lol i'm not okay stress is thru the roof. and i've lost motivation. but i'm still alive well not exactly alive. i'm slowly being forgotten, day by day. my friends are disappearing, nobody remembers me or talks to me anymore, i barely get any mail. i've lost motivation to post. i have no ideas, and when i do, i don't feel like making a project. they take too long and i have to put so much effort into them just to make you guys happy. i like making you guys happy, but i'm not making myself happy by doing it. scratch is feeling more like a chore now, not a hobby. i've taken about 3-5 hiatuses this month. why? scratch has brought me too much stress. so, i'm leaving. 50% leaving, you could say. i've been here for almost 3 months, and i don't regret those 3 months. y'all are some the sweetest people i've ever met, and i'm so grateful that you're here. about the 50% leaving part, i'm posting on a secret acc. oreo, milky, crystal, and mia know what that acc is. why don't i just post here, you ask? because i want a fresh start. i have a new style, a new way. but it doesn't feel right to do it all on here, you know? i want a new start, one where nobody knows who i am. if you're not a close friend of mine, i will NOT be telling you my secret acc on your profile, on pin, or anywhere else. simply find out for yourself. ty for 200+, ilygsm <3 also pls follow these poggers: @_Moonlxght-Stxrdust_ @ilycry- @petalcqke @-oreoville @qluvlock @anqelii- @gracestxrs @Succulent-- @bxnni-- + all the people i follow :) - jen
