This is a vent. Please don’t vent here. Don’t say stuff like “I’ve had it worse” or “that’s life for me” or “I’m a fool just like the song” shame yourself or anything unhelpful. I might quit Gacha. For good. If you don’t understand what’s going on in this short animation.. then here’s what’s going on. Those people. They’re youtubers. I love them. I’m a fan. They inspire me to go on. The small kid in the middle. That’s me. I’m not illuminated by the blue light.. why? It’s because, I don’t draw full-time. I’m not an animator I still use Gacha. The person behind me. JaidenAnimations on yt. The person to the left. SomethingElse on yt. The person to the right. TheOdd1sOut on yt. Jaiden puts her hand on my shoulder. I need to move on. I look at her. She looks at me. I look forward again. The scene changes. I’m weeping. My followers comport me. I love you guys. I do. But then. The light starts to illuminate me. It’s fake. That’s not what happened. It’s not real. I want that light to illuminate me, you guys. But I want to stay on scratch, I really really do. But I might quit Gacha. If I do. I will complete the “Kacchan…” series I’m working on. Questions I’ll answer before I get them: Do you actually have short hair? No..I want poofy short hair though… But when I was 5 everyone called me a boy when I did. Where can I vent? On my profile, I’ll make a studio if you want me to Heck, I’ll do anything if you need help. I’m willing to help if your willing to help me. Why did you choose this song? Three reasons. One, I listened to this song while making this art. Two, I loved the mini animation @TheGamingArcher make about venom and Eddie. I loved it. It’s so cute. Three, I’m a very self-conscious person I shame myself. I think I’m ugly. Fat. Stupid. Un-talented. Ordinary. Not worthy. Hated. But scratch really helps I swear it does. I mean it. From the bottem to top of my heart, you guys, these youtubers, my mother, I swear, you all keep me alive.