I wanted to talk about something

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Hey guy- as you know i haven't been on scratch for quite a while and i have been constanly leaving and coming back in the previous months/weeks/days. So i wanted to tell you guys why cause its just well- *sigh* so how do i start.. Well you know spring break is coming and ya know report cards are coming too and my parents are well like um- they say if i don't get all of my grades above 95 they are going to send me somewhere else off to another place, or idk. Well of course I don't belive their silly little lies about sending me to africa or whatever but lets just say what if a dont get my grades up? what would they do? what would i do? I constantly have a lot of fight with my parents and one time my dad got so angry he almost threw me onto the wall at home- i know- im not supposed to ask you too help. I-i mean you guys cant help me- *sigh* idk. it-its just-... i cant keep this any longer. doing my studies up to 1 am- i WANT to post on scratch, i WANT to be happy!! I cant! I just wanna be like evry one else thats happy i- *sob* I really wanna go back to old times when i still loved micky mouse and minnie mouse and when my parents where nice to me- its just so sad looking at my old pictures and- and realising you'll never go back in time and getting to be the old you one more time!! *sob* i really don't know what to say. well i have changed my art style a bit- its just- my old account- @Ko-co.. if you scroll down to my first art and look at it- i know the old art everyone of you guys drew was bad right? well have you ever realised how much effort you put into art when you where little? how much effort you put in to art now? I'm sorry- i don't know what i'm saying- good job if you still but a lot of the effort into your art- but- *sob* i know my account is kinda dying and people no longer talk to me on scratch or- idk. i dont think its their fault. its my fault for not being in scratch and not talking. to them. most of my other friends think i quit scratch or something- the truth is- i never quited scratch- i never will. i can't bear to leave my only friends here. thats right- my only friends. people bully me at my school- i never had much friends . but you know when you where small, 3 years old you went to kindergarden and well- you did not know anything and you just made friends w people. like- its just so sad to see how youve grown and realising you'll never come back to when you were small. my parent i belive likes my brother and sis way better then me. i can't tell you guys more about this- personal info. well- *sigh* thanks if you read it this far. - your suffering friend coffeefish