!TW! ooficide and depressing topic nothing is getting better, I hate it here. I just want to be happy but nothing works I cant do this anymore. i'm becoming oofcidal and I cant do it anymore, I just want my life to get better but it won't. I don't want this anymore, why cant i go back to being happy please i just want that. im so sick of this why cant this just stop i'm sorry if I ever bring you guys down, I never wanted to talk about my feelings on here but i really need some help. I know it isn't the best help but I need someone to tell me its gonna be ok i'll delete this later