hey everyone! finally after years i logged back in lol- im really sorry but i think that this is the time that should leave scratch. i've joined this platform since 2020, started from coding but ended in the aesthetic community. i just don't wanna continue cause of many reasons that i'll be discussing abt below. - - - 1. stress ever since i lost my cousins and lost contact with my parents, i only have jess (my sis) who can understand me. we both were suffering from d3pr3ssion these past few days but recovered a bit. i just can't stop getting stressed on the most little chunks of things too. 2. health this is something im really worried abt. i've stopped focusing on myself. im so focused on jess and that i've forgotten that my health exist too. 3. taking scratch as a hobby first i used to take this platform as a hobby but now it's becoming more of a burden to me. im wasting my time here that it affected my performance in school work a lot. - - - ik that jess is also gonna leave in like 2-3 days cause she too can't handle it anymore. she's very young for this platform cause she's becoming a target of hate and d34th messages since the beginning. im 88% sure that she might leave this platform today too,, she said it herself today. im gonna miss my friends and y'all a lot! i've made thousands of memories since 2021 but i think this is for my best so i have to. bye <3 -ailee
