2 days ago I felt sick, I laid around all day watching TV when my mom came in and started yelling at me because I (apparently) had done something??? I kinda just cried for a few seconds before getting up and going to the kitchen. That's when it hit me. I started downing pure salt. Straight from the shaker... I could feel myself getting even more sick. I put down the salt shaker and looked at the kn!fe next to the sink.. I remember staring at it for about 6 minutes before deciding against it and going back to bed... I stopped myself from committing... you know... I don't know why I even considered it in the first place... I feel so terrible right now...
