lmao hey everyone, its been a while since i last went on scratch. like a good 4-5 months? but i said in my last post i would make up my mind if i was gonna leave or have a break. well im actually leaving for good. if you're wondering why im leaving its because of my mental state. before scratch used to be my safe place but now its honestly just a toxic place with loads of copycats. it used to be something i willingly did but before it felt like a chore before i went on a break i don't have much interest anymore and im fully aware of my surroundings and of the person, i have become. all i do is study, keep up with the kpop industries, watch kdramas, go out with friends, go to school and just cry on a daily basis and its honestly repetitive. im already in high school (i live in australia so the education system might be different to some of you guys) and everything has been really stressful esp when im in exam season rn most of my scratch friends have left too which doesn't give me much motivation to stay on scratch. but ik there's some great people still on scratch. but here's the end yall, im finally leaving (but i will check in once in a while, dw) @fleurish, @--waterq--, @meionpan (irl bestie), @iipandastudios tygsm for being my friends on scratch. idek if you guys will see this since some of you left but ilysm and i cant thank you guys enough for being a great part of my scratch experience. find me on pin if you want to, @.estherlogy__ and for everyone else, tysm for the support. i wish you all well!! <3333 esther is signing off permanently... 08/06/2022 <3
