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Press flag to hear song that sums up my life. PLZ READ WHOLE DESC PLZ !! Hi. You’re all about to hate me sm for this proj. I’ll explain. I’ve been hiding a lot of things. Tonight, I went to church. It was really hard for me to go through, as I realized what I’m doing is wrong. So I have made a really, really hard decision. To summarize, you guys aren’t going to see me for a really long time. Here’s why 1) Addiction I’m addict to Scratch. It’s extremely unhealthy. I am SERIOUSLY addict. I spend hours a day in front of the computer, on scratch. I spend all my screen time trying to make projects perfect. It’s all I think about, and it’s affecting my mental health severely. 2) Friends I love my Scratch friends. I really, really do. You know how much I love you. This breaks my heart to make this project, more than I can explain. But I love my IRL friends, too. Today, FaceTiming my best friend, I realized how much time I spend away from them. I’m more obsessed with online people than irl friends I’ve known for a decade. My IRL friends mean the world to me, & it’s important I strengthen my bond with them. I was literally on Scratch while FaceTiming today. I feel so guilty. 3) Family I can’t keep this from my family anymore. I’ve done so much things I regret, & it need to stop. I feel really guilty going on here each day. I need to get rid of this and wipe the slate clean. Maybe I’ll finally be happier. 4) Influence Not only has Scratch had a bad influence on my mental health, it’s made a bad influence on my decisions and opinions. It’s warped the way I see the world. Before Scratch account, I was fine. Just fine. Now, & I didn’t realize that Scratch was the reason behind it at first, but now, I’m struggling to keep a clean conscience every single day. I’m sorry, guys. 5) The most important reason: Religion The things on Scratch I’ve been doing are going against my religion. I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to offend anyone. I’ve been very confused the last few days. I respect EVERYBODY’S beliefs and outlooks on the world, with my whole heart. It’s my job as a Christian to show the Light of Christ to the world, & love everyone, & I’ve failed. I’m sorry. I’m a coward who seeks attention. I realized in Church today that if I die tomorrow, I’m going to h3ck. For those of you who don’t know the full extent of that, it means that eternal pain and suffering is devoted to me, burning forever. I can’t bear that thought. It’s my number one goal to spend eternity forever in paradise with the One who truly loves me. And it took me way too long to realize that. It need to end. So… I’m sure you know already. You know the point of this project. I’m leaving Scratch. For good. I have some personal messages for friends. For Meg:: I’m so, so sorry about the way I’ve made you feel. You were the first person to make me feel accepted on this amazing community. And then I went and stabbed you in the back. I feel so guilty, and I can’t live with that. So I’m apologizing. I want your memory of me to be good. It’s true that, before this acc, on a secret acc, I really did look up to you. You probably talked to me like twice… but I admired you, and adored your projects, more than you could ever know. I thought you were the best, most talented Scratcher in the world. Thanks for being such a fantastic, kind, welcoming friend. I’m truly sorry<33 For Moon:: I’m sorry. I am so, so sorry for the pain I am going to cause you. You are such an amazing person. I know I’m going to break your heart, and you’re going to hate me. Once I leave, you’re going to hate me so much. And I’m really sorry. I love you. I want you to be happy. You mean the world to me. I know you won’t believe it after what I’m about to do, but… it’s true. I also want you to find your place with Jesus. I want you to make good choices and be happy and at peace. I’m sure that I’ll see you one day, in paradise <33 For Winter:: Oh my word, Winter. I’m so sorry. I want you to know that I still fully support and admire you. You are a talented Scratcher and an even more amazing friend. You’re so supportive, and so, SO kind. It’s been so amazing being your friend. You were so welcoming to me, and it made my heart glow. I hope yours glows when you read this… I will miss you sm. <33 For Kayla:: OH GOSH KAYLA T-T I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU. You have the most exciting and energetic souls I have ever met. You are so. Much. Fun.. Thanks for being there for me when I felt like no one else was :’) I loved argueing compliments with each other, and shouting all caps at each other. I hope you do great on Scratch, because you ARE AN AMAZING SCRATCHER, no argument there >:3 I’m sorry <33 For Ivy:: Ivy… I’m so sorry. We didn’t know each other very long. You are so sweet, and you don’t deserve this. I feel like I should have been there for you more. I was a terrible friend to you. Your the best, and ily<333 You guys are all better off without me. Pretend I was never even here. Goodbye</3333