I don't know who I am. I don't know why women hate me. I don't know why everyone runs away. I don't know how to be my best. I don't know when the pain will stop. I don't know if I'll survive my surgery. I don't know how long I'll live. I don't know how long my cat will live. I don't know if I'll pass senior year. I don't know if I'll die alone. I don't know if my best friend will end his own life. I don't know if I'll end my own life. I don't know what I'll do with my life if I don't. I don't know if I can live through this hell for the next 60 or so years. And that's ok. I'm not alone. Everyone has things they don't know that terrify the hell out of them. Life sucks. Like, really sucks. But what makes it worth it is the little spots of sun inside the void, and creating moments of light for the others stuck in the dark.
Jon Bellion - Maybe IDK
