Just a drawing I made for my phone wallpaper my sleep deprived self thought it was red but it was orange oops it took me literally 30 seconds to sleep last night I am so sleep deprived I honestly think I’m going insane I keep hearing voices and I keep seeing figures that just disappear a second after I see them I feel like I’m being watched they are behind me never in sight maybe this is my guilt materialized into something else maybe it is a manifestation of people talking about me behind my back (@PRAdingo1) or maybe it’s all in my head but I know I’m being watched they are behind me as I write this they never stop staring the are observers I am going insane I like the pain I get from others but this is a different kind of pain a slow torturous feeling of not know ing what is behind you they are always watching they always judge they never stop I need to be alone for a bit I don’t want anyone to say “No u r fine” shut the f up I don’t give a f to that just leave me alone
Song - Insane - Baasik