just go to the first project and read the details if you wanna know how i made it and to see the originals
so the reason i chose these lyrics are because "i dont relate to you" i do not feel like the same person as my mental state, i feel happier and i do not want to be related with them. "cause i'd never treat me this sh#tty" if i could choose i wouldn't put anybody in my place because i feel distracted and not that bad when i have something to do or music but when i don't i feel like i have depression and it makes me feel like i'm overdramatic/overreacting "just f##king leave me alone" i wish it just went away so i could be the normal kid who helps others and is in not that bad of a mental state. i just wanna feel something that isn't neutrality or sorrow. i want to be happy ahaha