[ warning : if you don't like reading rants then it would be appreciated if you leave. Basically every rant there has been since last year] If you read the warning, you know what this is. Yes I keep having problems and idk what to do. I keep moving or I say i'm gonna be an art acc, etc. But I don't. I just don't. I'm kind of fed up with Scratch. Its not the same than before. The excitement is gone. And I don't think it will come back. 1. When I first started Scratch. So 1 or 2 years ago, I was introduced to Scratch. I was so excited when I found the Art community. I loved it so much, that when I had online classes, I would sneak on. There was excitement. There wasn't much problems at the time in the art community and I prefer it more. I had an ipad and I would make art with that and be so excited to post. It was great. However, I had joined Scratch for school and the Scratch account was part of the class on Scratch. When the school year ended, the class ended so I couldn't access my account anymore. I was really upset about it, because I didn't know how I can make my own Scratch account. So over the summer I didn't have Scratch, I just forgot about it. Fast foward to next year. It was October when I remembered about Scratch again, so I learned to make my own account. And since then I found the aesthetic community and joined it. And now.. I'm addicted. 2. The difference when I had Scratch and when I didn't. There was a huge difference that I didn't understand. When I couldn't access my account, I had much more fun in life. I was more lively, you could say. It was such a great experience over the summer. Keep note that during the same time period, I had problems but that didn't make me less lively and outgoing. Now I still have those same problems and situations, except its hard for me to push through it. You know why? Scratch. I'm completely done with Scratch. There's no where to go. I also have changed my way of speaking on Scratch. I used abbreviations. And I hate that now. I'm sick of always saying "hi! hru?". Just use full words instead of abbreviations ok? What was wrong with me. I miss my friends , especially @baesu. Rye, please come back but if you don't , I understand why and I won't come back for quite some time. --------------------------- So end of my rant. I'm (trying to) taking a break over the summer. There's no point. I'm sorry to all my online friends, I just don't want to be addicted anymore. I don't know if i'll come back after the summer though. Thank you so much to , , , , , , , + so much more. + for people I haven't been able to talk to much or is inactive I will come on just to talk to them , like and . You may chat with me on p1n but I will most likely be inactive. I've made great friends and I appreciate them and I'm sorry if I sound 'dramatic' as I'm not trying to. Bye , don't let me discourage you on your Scratch journey. Look at the bright side while I will try too. Love - Kacey
