this might me my last rant, where i show my TRUE feelings. im pressured. i have 2 performances coming up and im nervous. what if i mess up? i have to go to a ballet camp for 2 weeks after- cant you give me a break? im really sad since i have so much homework and im forced to go to swimming. life may seems perfect, but its not ive... lost so much friends. i feel like my friends dont care about me and then i realize... ITS MY FAULT. i haven't been talking to them, and thats why we're falling apart. its all my fault! i wasn't there when they needed me. i wasnt there when they asked for help. I WASNT THERE TO HELP THEM WITH THEIR PAIN. and so i wish i could turn back in time. i wish i could've kept the friendship with fen fen (@xiaofen-) i wish i could of just chatted her. crystal might be leaving and i wasnt there to see it. rose the bunny has been asking me how to deal with stress on p!n and im going to answer her but its rlly late... oreo doesn't really think im her friend anymore i think (OREO IF UR READING THIS I HOPE THIS DOESNT HURT UR FEELINGS) june... you at least chatted me once on @-moonboba. and too my other dear friends... im sorry i wasnt there. i might be leaving scratch. ilysm tho. you guys gave me a long time of happiness. and to my dear rosie, crystal, fen, and close friends. you were the ones who made me truly smile on my days on scratch. if u ever meet me irl... my smile is mostly fake. ilysm guys grace (not leaving yet)
