Okay dang This is gonna hurt- But honestly I feel like over the years of me using scratch I've tried to make this project around 20 times and every single time I deleted it because I told myself things would get better but honestly they haven't. I feel like I've had a very very toxic relationship with this website. Since like- the beginning that tpc really set off in terms of popularity I was stuck in this uncertain mindset. I wasn't sure who was my friend and who wasn't. I felt like I was in debt to everyone here, like I was just that one person you scroll right past because of how little they matter, which led me to think if I just tried a little harder, I'd get somewhere. I felt like if I didn't post within a certain time period I'd be discarded and forgotten. I only posted for fame and veiws because at the time I felt like if I was well known enough in a community, I'd truly be remembered and loved, But that doesn't just happen sometimes. I never got much validation irl since my whole friendship situation was always pretty bad, which is probably the reason I got so attached to this dumb website. But I've realized now that I don't owe scratch anything. Almost none of my friends are on scratch anymore so there's barely any point in me sticking around. I've had an awful time on scratch with anxiety, the constant fame game, and all the people I've fought with. I was always so anxious about posting anything because I always thought "This is it. This is the post that's gonna end it, this is the post that'll make everyone realize you're not worth the trouble." It's like every single thing I did on scratch risked me being thrown out of the loop forever. But honestly, if that's how it really is If the only reason I was posting was for fame on some stupid childrens coding website and if I never had much fun anyway Why should I even stay? I'm done with this place. I have no reason to stay here anymore. My comics and art can be posted in places where I won't constantly feel at risk to being forgotten. Who cares if this website doesn't remember me? I don't. Goodbye to anyone who doesn't have other platforms to talk to me at. I'm glad you stook around, but honestly now's my time to go. bye bye everyone. I may have had an awful time on scratch, but it still changed me in some great ways, and I was able to meet my best friends in the entire world because of it. So thank you. Bye. :) -Kyp, signing off now.
