im really sorry :( i think im going to be leaving scratch. and this is not a drama starter istg. my friends are starting to turn on me and ppl are just forgetting me? all my close friends are also leaving, and i feel like there's just no point in staying. ik i just moved and ik i have orders to finish, and im sorry. i'll try my best to complete your order <3 i feel like this acc is already ded. and its like there's no point of posting anymore... im sorry but idkk- i always had a dream of being rlly aesthetic like all my idols and i dont want to give it up. but my motivation has drained out of me and i feel like im too addicted. i feel stressed and ppl keep on telling me "post now" or "when is your next project coming out" and i feel pressured but rlly behind the scene making one project takes a lot of hard work and time. it's not easy. and my 'friends' are actually turning out to be fake friends, just using me. it hurts, yk. idk just help me im stuck- tysm all my close friends who actually care abt me <3 ilysm @crwnchy ( previously @-oreoville ) @qluvlock / @ramusaur @brcwnie [imysm] @teasaur- @gracestxrs ( + more ) idk if i should leave or not but i will be ia </3 ilygsm tc <3 might check in sometimes </3 @crwnchy imysm tysm for being there for me </3
