Enjoy this quality animation as you read my messages for you okk lets say the important stuff first I MIGHT go on a partial hiatus ONLY ON THIS ACCOUNT for a bit. I havent been posting here anymore, and I feel like its exactly the same situation that happened on my old account that I moved here from. Im more active on my account @wi11_ !! If you are still interested in my content (I doubt there are many of you that are judging on how well my past posts have done,,) PLEASE FOLLOW ME ON MY NEW ACCOUNT OR MY YOUTUBE!! Both are by the username @wi11_ ! My content is still the same as it has always been, since I started scratch. Art, animations, map parts, trades, and contests. On YouTube I do speed paints, animation (some traditional), music (made by me lol), but mostly gacha content, as its been an interest of mine for year's now, though I've known scratch isn't the best place to make content like that, which is why I stopped a long time ago. I promise its not (t h a t) cringey!! Just give it a chance please lol, even if youre just there for the animations!! alright ill stop self advertising now shHh Though I love Ashrose, I feel like they just dont identify with me as much. His design is way too complicated, its hard to draw, and I feel like everything about them besides the human design is just too feminine. I made them when I had barely just started figuring out my identity, and they were made more to fit what the people around be molded me into, not who I am. When I look at Ashrose's furry design, all I can see is a part of me that I cant even recognize. He just gives of very feminine energy, but thats not who I am. But I still love the design, and even the colors are fine. Its more the history behind the design itself, what he used to be what I̲ used to be. If it were a new design, I think I would probably be fine. Its just the past of what that design used to represent. It represents a part of me who moved on. The me who was just figuring things out, questioning their gender, just coming out. Not the part of me who cut off all their hair, wears oversized collared shirts and paints their nails black. If I were to remake ashrose entirely, he would be completely different. And not only these reasons but I lowkey kinda hate drawing those flowers all the time- Its not fun anymore its literally just annoying like seriously I feel like Im I guess attached to this account. Not in a way thats like "I love it so much I never wanna let go" but it way where Im stuck I new this would happen when I made the username, but I did it anyway. I feel like this account, and my new one are almost like they're owned by completely different people. The second of which, I am much more comfortable connecting with and just having people know that thats who I am. This is getting a bit annoying to write now so a quick summary and then we'll wrap things up with some random info about whats been going on. Summary lol I might take a partial hiatus on only this account. I don't connect with it as much anymore, and neither do I with ashrose's design. More comfortable with new account. Sub to me on YouTube and follow my new account both lol Random info uwuw - I got into a YouTube map and just finished my part at literally ten o clock last night >:) -I just got back from vacation at my grandparents and as usual it wasn't great because I was being disrespected by basically everyone except for literally a couple people - Me and my brother watched Kotaro Lives alone and he didnt hate it so Im happy - Theres one of my friends who is dreading turning sixteen (wont be for awhile like 3-4 years) but I cant wait because then I can get a license. And you betcha the moment I blow out that candle (at 15 I think? ngl Im not totally sure) I wont even stop to eat the cake I am going straight to get my drivers permit - me and darbs melted salt water taffy in the road earlier - my mitsuba obsession kicked in again - go watch tbhk or read if you havent what the hell have u been doing with your life - One of my friends might be coming back to visit so Im happy hehe -our cat will probably have to go to the vet because she has an injury on her head and it might be infected - I need to practice my instrument really badly hh - I think I might have started to get a little bit of anger issues from ebign with my mom too long because I soon as I came back to my dads I felt fine and I wasnt getting irritated at everyone?? - darbs forced me to eat because I wouldnt and my stomach hurt and was making weird noises so thank u for looking after my mental health ur amazing <3 Ok thats all byee Oh and also theres an itsy bitsy chance I might be a little active on my old account
