This is to a specific person. Please move on from this unless I've sent you a link. Now, I've tried to be nice, but going over your behavior towards me and talking about it to my friends, a lot of it doesn't sit well with me. I don't care if you thought you had to, but considering I'm a human not a robot, it made me extremely uncomfortable. I was trying to play it off cool, but I was petrified. The amount of red flags in what you said was enormous. I don't know if you thought about how I'd react, or if you thought I'd react differently. I've tried to be nice. I don't want to or like to hurt others' feelings, but if they need a wake up call, I'd be grateful to be the one to do it. With that being said, your behavior towards me was creepy and uncalled for. Everything about that conversation was uncalled for. A friend and I were talking about whether or not written words would mean the same thing, or if I'd say these words aloud if I knew you and others like you irl. I told them I would. I told them I'd say these words and much, much more. It's not like me to lose my cool, but this kind of stuff makes me angry and upset. Please think about others' feelings before saying that stuff. Rosey found it weird too. She didn't like it. She didn't want any of it to happen to me or anyone else. We've had creepy behavior towards us before. It sticks with you. It really does. I do not care if you're sorry. I'm very apathetic sometimes, especially towards people who come off like that. It's not my fault, it's yours. It's how you decided to approach me. How does this tie into my hiatus, you might be wondering? Well, think about it. What have I said so far? What has stuck in your head? Is this supposed to be a guilt trip? Of course not. I'm simply stating the truth for what it is. Also, what you said about my art? I ended up losing motivation on my biggest piece and was afraid of posting in fear of more comments like that. This is the truth of what happened behind my screen. You know what sold me on the "you're a creep" thing? Besides the red flags, the art comment, AND the project? The P.S. That P.S was completely uncalled for. WHY. Look. I don't know what went on in your head when you said that. I don't know what kind of reacting you were pining for. You got a bad one. Happy? Feeling better? You got a reaction out of me. It wasn't like one in a rom-com. I'll see these red flags for what they are, regardless if you meant them. But hey, now you know. Anyways, that's all I had to say. The truth hurts, but this is what those words meant to me. That's what happened. I don't care if you're guilty, this wasn't supposed to be a guilt trip. It's the truth from my perspective. Questions?
