*sigh* here we go So, how do I start? I’m not ok? I want a hug? Either way, I just want someone. Doesn’t even have to be a boyfriend. Just someone to hug and tell me that “you’re beautiful.” “Your body is healthy and that’s all that matters.” “You are loved.” Is that really too hard to ask for? I can’t even find a good person anymore. I sit in my room crying almost every night. I love my mom and I know she’s always there for me but I’m always way too scared to talk to her. I don’t want to wake her up. She has to deal with five kids every day, she shouldn’t have to be tired because I had to cry on her all night. I don’t know. There’s a lot of stuff I wanna say but don’t have the words. Uhm bye bye ig :)
