( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) 2015 - 2022 ~ og song...s ? ( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)
( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) song: 2015 - 2022 artist: me coding: me interesting ukulele playing: me even more interesting singing: me ( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) lyrics: [ startin' somethin' new ] - i’m excited for another trip - a trip up north, a trip where we will stay - i wonder if they’ll be intense, maybe i can find a friend to - love me through my days - i’m excited to start something new - somethin’ that’ll best the other times, oh i - wonder if it’ll be intense, maybe i can find a friend to - finally call mine [ the immediate connection ] - it kinda happened in a few days - i know that you can’t trust these, but i feel - that she gets me like no other, i think that i really love her, - and she feels the same - we’re the bestest friends you’ll ever meet - nothin’ in our lives can tear us apart - we promised that we’d go to france, and when we’re older, get the chance to - have a happy ending like our happy happy start [ from the top ] - it kinda happened in a few days - you tell me that it’s right, but still i feel that - this decisions takin’ over everything that i had planned for - us, it’s not the same - we were the bestest friends you’d ever meet - but now this thing is tearin’ us apart - we promised that we’d go to france, but life has had some other plans and - now we’ve got a nightmare for our ending, and i, a lonely start. [ you screwed up, mother earth ] - just when things were going super fine - somethin’ had to intervene my path - and now the world is lookin scary, i’m no longer unwary - of the population’s large decline - i thought that i had finally done good - i had a lot of friends and i was feelin’ great - but now i can’t stop thinkin of her, if she’s safe, or if she’s suffered, - does she even remember my name [ i cant do this anymore ] - i dont wanna face this thing alone - i know i can’t do this by myself - i cant start my life again, goin’ through it, wonderin’ when - i wont finally be all on my own - i dont wanna have to wait for you - i just want you here with me right now - i cant start my life again, goin’ through it, wonderin’ when - i will finally have someone again [ i just rlly love u, love u <3 ] - i think that i finally found someone - someone who has loved me for myself - i can start my life again, relieved from all the pressure when i - thought i’d have to take my final breath - i just really love you, love you, - and i think u rlly love me, love me - and when you walk into my life, stay with me despite everyone - walking out on me every time ( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) backstory: omg no way this song is depressing again !! basically, in 2015 we moved from ohio to new york ( we were in virginia THEN ohio THEN new york lol ), and i was excited. i didn't have a best friend to be sad to leave abt and i was literally 7 so i was super excited, and then i met ALYSSA omg no way it's abt her again. so we became best friends instantly and we were best friends until her NEW best friend who i was super scared to be friends with and she totally DITCHED ME FOR'S THIS POPULAR GIRL BUT THEN THE POPULAR GIRL BECAME MY BSF AND THEN SHE WAS MEAN THO AND THEN her grandparents bought the house we were renting which FORCED US TO MOVE so anyways i moved and i was super upset BUT we made it work and i was super extroverted and happy and life was great AND THEN i ended up being introverted bcs of covid and never talked to anyone AND THENNN when we got back to school i was literally so lonely except for my friend ADDISON which i had met in 7th grade but anyways then we get to the wait a minute everyone's bullying me, i'm questioning my existence, i feel like im worthless, i dont want to live anymore BUT THEN i met someone like incredibly awesome and she was super amazing and sweet and she cared about me like nobody else ( oh oh oh u dont know ur beautiful ) and she literally walked i when the world walked out on me which was literally amazing ajfieoafneiamo so ily for that and now I HAVE A BEST FRIEND AT LEAST I THINK I HOPE JIFOA JFIMWOA im an overthinker :D anyways yeah * bats eyes at camille * ( :̲̅:̲̅:[̲̅:★:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) use this tag for more of my original songs on this account and others !! ( wip haha ) :)
