what did I do this time ? I- I followed the /rules/ char ( p0p ) stared at ahead of them , all they saw was these bright lights glaring at them. to the side they saw someone , Their Father ? but that wasn’t- No. impossible. It was someone else , it /had/ to be. By the time they looked back in front of them all they remember is hearing blaring horns and then blank. Everything Went Blank. Their mind wasn’t there , they felt nothing. There was no pain , anger , sadness , nothing. All they felt was ,, relief ? nononono this couldn’t be true , why be relieved ? They had their partner ! ( .. they left lmao- ) its siblings— ( .. never were that close , it was only their stand in parental figure most days .. ) their parents ! .. ( split up and none are emotionally present currently or really ever , its /great/ ) and there was .. blank. just , blank. I- I couldn’t .. see ? What was this — what ? everything , everyone , gone. no mother no father no stepfather no sister no brothers no siblings no partner(s) no friends no family no creator no life source. they all left /me/ because I wasn’t mentally there enough to be someone sufficient for others around me , I don’t understand I - .. It’s not my fault I- I tried !! please don’t leave please I tried- no nononono NonoNOnonNONO NONONONONO !! NO !!!
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