alr so u all have been wonderingwhy ive been gone AND yes im sorry im gonna go ia AGAIN today 1. i've been preparing for my baby sister who's due date is on sept 23 i'll probably be posting an update and i'm just so excited 2. i've been back and forth visiting relatives & friends and alot of in real life stuff !! so i visited my uncle & his wife, my childhood crush, my friend(s) come over practically all the time and you know 3. i got some new hobbies!! i like to play instruments and edit audios and i also like to bujo (i'll show u guys some of my stuff later on) and also scratch has gotten kinda unhealthy so i'm gonna go off 4. reading books all day! for this whole vacay i think i've read 10+ books lol 5. shopping no explanation ______ now time for the actual story this is a copy paste thing btw when i was telling my friends because I CANT get over this. anyway i told u guys i visited my childhood crush. he's 3 years older than me and i haven't seen him for years i visited his house and i chickened out so bad he has a little sis and i just played w her so it was fine and shes super nice i think she's 10 years old i also played genshin with his older brother who's been in college now for like 2-3 years (online) and it was super fun!! i ignored all his attempts at convo bc he's changed his siblings are still super nice and i can still talk to them but with him ,, it's a diff case so he tried to bring up superstition because he wears this evil eye necklace and i was js like ok and i dont believe in that and then he tried to talk to me about something else but i forgot bc i wasnt paying attention and then he was just playing valorant the whole time and it was just so horrible and boring and we played uno tho and yea lana knows i kept giggling and its just very embarassing and i kept smiling at everything they said (not js him DUH but his siblings) BTW guys i don't like him anymore it's been ages since i have he was literally so young and me too i didn't even notice the 3 year age gap bye
