mia left, sugar left, avani and zena drama is /not/ improving, azzie is still on semi-hiatus, i don't have any active irl friends anymore on scratch... i'm taking a break from aesthetics. i don't know for exactly how long. i was first drawn to the aes comm because i felt joy when making aesthetics. it was something that i used to calm down and relax. but now that schoolwork is piling up, scratch has affected my performance. my grades are dropping and i need a break. i don't even enjoy aesthetics anymore. it feels like a chore. i keep thinking that if i don't get a project out soon, you guys will keep pressuring me for it. i'll still be on scratch, of course. doing writing, coding and other things. as i said earlier, i don't know when i'll come back to aesthetics, or whether i'm even coming back at all. i just don't have the same motivation that i had back when i first started. please don't beg me to continue aesthetics in the comments. this is my decision, and i'm not changing my mind. i'm still keeping my projects up for you guys to see, but my acc is due for a redo very soon. thank you. p.s. i'm not doing any more of the specials. it's too late now. i /might/ do one for 200+, who knows.
