heyo heres another update!! the reason why i havent been as active is because i doing a lot of reflecting recently and have come to many realizations about myself and my bottled up trauma(??) to all my friends im so very sorry i havent been meaning to ghost you ive just been avoiding talking to you guys because i feel like i will hurt you in some way :< just know i truly adore you but i dont want you guys to get involved in whats been going on w/ me :( ive been also having an extreme amount of s#icidal thoughts and i really just need to step away.
my mental health is so low that its in the depths of hell rn haha ;v;
