Written when I was standing out in the rain Over the past few weeks I've felt... wrong More lonely. Forgotten almost. Everyone puts me aside, only for extra time that they don't need anything for, setting so many others ahead. I'm bottom of the list. The final teardrop to fall. I'm slowly fading as the days go by. I won't say names nor take this too far, but I will say one thing. I will admit one thing. Some days I fake smiles. I try but not enough. I'm selfish. Self-centered. Careless. Too low for anyone. A letdown for that matter. I'm just another person on the road, soon to be driven past and left to the curb. Too many people don't see what they do to the emotional souls. Some may touch the heart, but others harm feelings. I'm probably being needy, or emotional. But what's the point of entering a 2 person contest without the other person? Why work as a team when I don't have one? My friends are getting banned, leaving, going inactive, or leaving me behind. I spend hours after hours in my room alone. I cry, but just don't say. I feel, but just don't say. I fear I might hurt others. This may be the only time I openly vent. Or vent at all. I don't want to hurt others or make them think they did wrong. If you think that way, rid of the mindset. It's probably not you. Its irl as well. I'm not calling you out. Or saying anything else. Just needed to talk to those who listen. Those who care to know, or worry. Thanks for reading I guess. Feel free to comment.
Me for everything Edit- 7 views in 30 minutes, turns out more people care than I thought-
