i hate everything about me. my rambling is stupid and it annoys people. everyone thinks i'm weird. i hate how i used to act. i dont have any friends. i get really emotional over stupid things. i can't talk to people. my brother thinks i'm stupid. he thinks im weird. my parents keep making things change. i'm tired of this. im tired of everything. i confuse everyone too. i'm tired of pretending to be happy because they tell me i need to. why can't i just go back to when i was happy? life may not have been perfect, but it wasn't like this. i hate how i just start ranting. i confuse people and then they make fun of me. my parents say i can tell them anything but i dont think i can. why. why am i like this? why am i so stupid? why am i so gullible? why cant i just be normal?
