I'm not putting any TWs so beware. I feel like I'm a waste of space. I'm just a burden to everyone. My friend (I'll call him Mace) is being kinda rude to me. I told him I was scared about changing in the locker room at gym, and he basically told me to get over it, I'm overrating. And every time I tell him I'm worried about something he just tells me to shut up or to go away. And hes starting to ignore me a little bit. My other friends don't seem to care so much about me either, but what can I do? It's not like I have better friends to go to. And at home, I feel like a burden too. I always seem to fail my mom's expectations for me. And every time I say i'm hungry, I always get yelled at. I always get yelled at for any mistake I make, or if I don't understand something. I feel like if I just kicked the bucket everyone would be sad, but they would get over it over some time, and I can't cause anymore damage. I don't even know why I bothered typing all of this, it's not like any one actually cares.
