Yeah so I finally decided to man up and make a vent. Some of my irl friends know my scratch accounts so I'm constantly afraid to vent on here qmq. If one of them sees this I will cry. Anyways, so basically, I've been feeling really lonely lately. I don't think my friends mean to do it, but it feels like I'm just being left out/not included, and they only try to talk to me because I'm just sitting there awkwardly. Also a few of them stopped replying to my messages, and I know it hasn't been that long, but it still hurts. Idk, I've just been in a bad place recently, and it feels a lot like they just aren't that close. Again, they're not being mean or anything, it just hurts. Sometimes i just wish I never moved, and I was back with my old friend group. It feels so wrong to think this way, but I can't help it I miss them all so bad. And I know I'm not nearly as close to them anymore, so it feels like I just don't have anyone that's really that close to me. Idk, I really just wanted to get my feelings off of my chest.
I would've put the lyrics on the screen or smth, but I couldn't be bothered qmq The song is Cupid by Jack Stauber I'm okay with any pronouns, but I wanna try out he/him a bit so if you like refer to me as that for a bit that'd mean the world to me. This is just a silly little vent, but I'm working on some other projects, dw :3
