Hey as some of you may already know it’s my birthday today. (Ew old?) This project is basically a lil venting space for myself lol, as of a place I’m giving updates. So for the past almost seven months I haven’t been posting because I have basically lost my passion for art. And I know what a lot of people are saying “Oh it’s art block” or “oh you’re so good at art don’t quit!” That’s really not the problem. I lost my passion for drawing comics or new characters. I put away my sketch books, in a container that I haven’t opened for a long time. I deleted my drawing apps and gave away my supplies to my then girlfriend. I stopped drawing and only focused on my studies and music. I quickly fell into a depressive episode and I had felt I’d lost everything… Until I went to a concert. I was so enticed. I felt like I had unlocked something in myself. I bought myself recording equipment, and I started a band with my friends. We started a SoundCloud and we’re having so much fun together! I finally found my passion again, by writing and playing songs. I felt so much better. I completely forgot about my scratch account, and when I did use it I usually just talked to people and looked at projects. Will I still be posting? Yes. Will I still post art? I really don’t know. What I do know is I’m back and I will definitely be posting music. As for my identity, I’ve really struggled with that. But now I know I prefer he/they pronouns. I know a lot of my old old content references me being “lesbian” but now I know that doesn’t label me correctly, I will be changing the flags on my profile to better fit me as soon as possible. I’m sorry to anyone I’ve disappointed, especially anyone in the art community. I’m sorry that I can’t satisfy you anymore and I’m sorry that I have to stop drawing but I hope that you can still support my passion for music. I’m sorry to my friends on this platform who I abandoned for the longest time. I can’t even believe that not too soon I’m going to start a big chapter in my life. Not too long ago I was making furry comics and watching Steven universe. I grew up here on scratch, not specifically on this scratch account but on many different accounts where I posted cringey art and games with low effort. I can’t believe how fast things go by. Thanks for reading I love you all <3
