today i literally saw one of my close friends hold hands with my crush. i glanced at them and she was touching it and everything. not to mention he literally FELL on me like an hour after and didn’t even help me up, i think he was too embarrassed cause he told his friends that he was really embarrassed. then my ‘friend’ was laughing her head off. i ran and cried in the toilet stall. i hate today. to also make matters worse, they were sitting on the same chair and his arm was around her.