people keep stressing me out and i cant do anything about it i cant even express my feelings anywhere without people either attacking me or saying im not allowed to just leave me alone thats all i ask i just want to be happy is that just too much for you do you enjoy ruining my life i hurt myself everyday to try and change myself and yet you keep torturing me the same what is it that will make you happy will my death satisfy you everyone i know either abandons me or wants me dead and you haters keep making things worse