Hope- You say I’m dreaming of the huge perfect world Bright blue skies, wishes of equality “Quit imagining,” People demand Those who look at me, this horrid creature I can only hope, dream Hope for a better tomorrow As black tears start to fall Only the lonely survive, those people say But I’m tired of that, I’ll die then Just give me someone to hold close To love the warmth of your hands in mine But I can only hope. Hope for a better tomorrow Scars- I look in the mirror I smile, adjusting my bloodstained badge Just another scar “Everything is fine,” I remember my mother say The day she left my charge of this vacant hotel The scar on my eye pained me the most My mother left me alone With these scars, these memories But I still know how to love And that’s all that matters Because you're never alone with love Thanks to these scars Rules- “Follow the rules,” my mom always said Clear the table, make the bed Sit in silence at the table of two The one that could love, one left to lose Rules of heartbreak, rules of mistakes “You must learn from that,” she told me The day I looked in the mirror and buttoned my vest My eyes turned pitch black, My pupils glowed white The day my mom left me blood drenched in the rain Hurt my eye, “I'm bleeding to death” I say Then again those are the rules The rules you must follow Mother- Oh, how I miss mother Lovely blonde hair, ivy green eyes The way she danced across the room Just me and her, I never knew my dad Until I was infected with this disease, I was titled dangerous, though I was still young The reckless youth that ruined my life The day she nearly killed me She left after saying, “I'm sorry, I love you still” with her shattered tone Drowned in agony, I sit bleeding while she ran Crying like the clouds I still bleed and I forgive her But she’ll never know Oh, how I miss mother
Me for everything I'm looking back at this and it's super sad-
