Hi guys Uhm today I’m going to tell u abt my friend issues I just need someone to talk to rn … but I don’t want to let my parents know bc this happens in school so Uhm let me get to the point- I’m just sick of my life rn and getting ignored just hurts How this happened- So it was a non-residential school camp and it was 3 days of it and non of my friends wanted to sit with me in the bus- prob almost at the end of first day of camp me and my classmates had snack break before we went home and Uhm I gave all my friends my snacks earlier at like in the morning when we started with the first activity, laser tag, it was fun but at almost the end of the day I ask one of my friends for a snack and she gave me it but it has a lot of crumbs and I opened it then the biscuits dropped on the floor and it was a huge mess i tried cleaning it but there has just too many crumbs on the floor and after my teacher’s huge speech everyone was going on the bus and teacher asked who made the mess but I said me but he asked all my friends to help clean up and they were mad they were like “ why did u blame us?! Now we need to clean up your mess… “ and then my friend who gave me the snack said “ I told u not to touch it “ like wth u gave it to me and u also DIDNT say anything and ever since that happened my life have been bad I walked home crying and I couldn’t anymore I cried when my parents were asking how was my day I told them every thing and they said I shouldn’t be their friend anymore but I just can’t after that they kept ignoring me not talking to me- Second day of camp It was the next day and we went hiking in the forest and it was so muddy in the middle of walking we took a rest and I asked my friend jerlyn to ask my friend Gwen why she ignores me and from the morning till now and she told her the reason and my other friends ( friend group ) and I told jerlyn “so what’s the reason? “ She said that if she tells me I’ll be sad and if she tells me Gwen would scold her but when we came back from hiking during lunch Gwen told me “ you r not part of the friend group anymore “ and I was like what- did u say? Then Si Han my friend who gave me the biscuits said “ do reflection remember yesterday? I told u not to open but u opened and u blamed everyone for ur mistakes “ i didn’t- Gwen said that I shouldn’t “ blame “ others when I didn’t even even my brother is making me sick he is a bad bro imao I hate him . So i cried in school I was too shocked and yeah Day 3 of camp It was fine today After the camp They just continued to ignore me but yeah and reanne one of my best friends I made this year kept ignoring me- and since then she grew further from me her behaviour changed a lot and now she just doesn’t wanna talk to me- and for half a year she has been coming to my house on Tuesdays bc of staying back for CCA and eating lunch in my house and my parents spent a lot of money for her lunch bc idk if she is Even grateful :( and today I went to the art museum for CCA and it was kinda boring lol she said that she is moving and going to invite me last time but now idk if she would invite me or not I mean she’s not really my friend anymore:( and all I talk to now is my friends on scratch mikki my irl friend and jerlyn or my childhood friends or my crush ( yeah he’s my friend lol he’s kinda annoying and super dm tbh idrk why I even like him ;-; ay it’s just annoying earlier this year my friends kept shipping me w my crush XD it’s annoying but I’ve been hiding it from him- idk if he’s a crush or smt I just like him abit prob as a friend and he has like a lot of ex gf and a gf- WE R JUST 11 YO - he is a player- ahha like the ones in gacha life XD but yeah idk But hope u guys understand how I feel- Miyori
