I don't know what is wrong with me today. I'm literally sitting here bawling my eyes out, and my face is very tear streaked. Some days I'm just worse but I haven't been like this for like three weeks, it freaks me out. After my free I went out of the common room today PHYSICALLY SHAKING. the things I'm upset about: Well, firstly, the leiana "stuff" that's still making me cry. My trust issues will never be the same, I've had my trust shattered both multiple times irl and online... Then also the fact I got slightly annoyed at someone over a voice acting role and then when I got back my main I apologised to them and we used to be friends and I don't think they even care because they never replied... I miss the things I used to do on my main. I miss the studios I used to be apart of (especially manager of). I miss some of my former friends. I miss the spam on my profile. I miss a lot of people. I miss how my fricking discprd server used to be. I miss everything. I MISS PLATONIC.