Sorry about the faded pencil type thing- didnt realize you could barely see it until I put it on the project. (NOT RP - THIS IS KINDA RELATED TO IRL CRAP IM NOT TOO SURE YET-) Yes i guess this is a symbolism type thing to my real life i guess? ..Lol im not telling you… Yet? Welp nvm- I I I V
Lol i am aware I spelt symphony wrong- Characters: Haven 409 ##### I guess the characters relate to something irl?? (For me in my personal life-) Its hard to explain but once I explain it itll make more sense- ig-.. I guess I’ll explain it?? I dont know its pretty hard to say— Ill think about it… Haven: me irl. 409: not an actual person- its personification i guess to a feeling? A personality? A destiny? ####: not an actual person aswell- I dont know what made me make this project..- Guilt? Fate? Peer pressure with myself? Im not too sure-.. Update: Its guilt. I really want someone to understand. But i dont think anyone will understand. Innocence. Was the metaphor Personification What ever the HECK you want to call it I lost him I lost my innocence. Not the -“oh im so innocent i havent done anything bad- im a perfect little angel.” Or the “oh im so innocent i havent done anything dirty or anything” Its The- “a blameless life, Guiltless, free from guilt” type thing. I lost it And i HATE it. And it makes me worried about the consequences. And i HATE it. I HATE IT. AND I WANT IT TO STOP BUT I DONT KNOW HOW. but i continue to go back And i tell myself “Oh no your gonna feel the wrath of youR ConSciEncE ONcE AGaIn-“ And i listen- But i do it once again. You guys- I think i might leave scratch-