ꐦ inactivity + updates hh,, ok so um nobody asked and nobody noticed and nobody notices me anyway but i've been rlly inactive and whenver i go onto this account i feel rlly sad.. like uh, its not ur fault but its for a number of reasons and i might go on an indefinite hiatus for a few months 1) loneliness this isn't aimed at anyone at all,, it's just in general. i go onto all my fren's pf's and do my thing, ask them hoy they've been and it's great :) but nobody does that for me. nobody goes onto my profile and asks how i am, greets me, and i just feel a bit lonely. ik it's not ur fault u can't do it n all but i just feel a bit lonely... 2) art i rlly rlly hate my art rn and i think i've de-improved from my style on @bearberrygoose to my last few projects on this acc. i'm trying to figure it out and all but it's hard because everywher i look there r these talented artists and scratchers and i KNOW i can't compare. pls don't say practice makes perfect and that i'll get there one day. i know. i just can't. i can't have enough motivation to draw and draw and practice like those stereotypical art tips. 3) new account recently i created this new aesthetics account because i wanted to try joining the aesthetics community. i've been practicing making cute, pixel banners even before scratch and i thought i could try applying it to this. it went rlly smoothly. being in that account, i felt more relaxed. less pressure. i wonn't say the acc, but if you come across a pf w/ someone under the special name of juniper/nao... that's me. don't attack them. that's me. summary so basically.. i'll b taking a small break. i don't want to, and scratch is addicting. so would you guys forgive me if i had sudden bursts of energy instead of constantly being on scratch?
