so lately I can't sleep for more than five minutes- whenever I lay down or relax or smthn like that I'm gonna get up and remember something I have to do and ik this seems normal but it's like there's always something I want/need to do whether it's homework or chores and I haven't had a mother [ beep beep ] cking moment to myself- I want to sleep or rest or have a peaceful moment to myself but nooo- im so jumpy rn and can hardly concentrate on one thing- my eyesight is blurry asf even with my glasses/contacts- all I want to do is rest but my stupid brain won't shut down for one stupid second and my head hurts and my body hurts and I just want to lie down, cry myself to sleep, and never wake up until all the pain is gone.. ( oc used: dixie ( her hair is different cuz y not )
