yay another vent where i share my problems to an inanimate project so i don't bother anyone :D ( it's down below in case you haven't noticed ) so- uh- i broke up with my gf like a day or two ago and now, idk, i feel sort of bad- i mean i love her ofc but i felt like she deserved someone better and now i might've hurt her more than i wanted too- like maybe i should just quit scratch? i mean i've made plenty of great memories here and i could re-live them a thousand times.. but lately my mental health is * insert dramatic nosedive * and idk- i kinda wanna kms- my "bad" days are coming more often, and i get scary thoughts sometimes that i can't get out of my head, and school's stressful- and my heart keeps pulling in two million directions- idk what life is anymore- i don't even know if this type of feelings counts as depression anymore-...
