Sooo if you read my previous vent, you're aware I have 2 crushes. Cam and H. Well...I've decided...to go with H. I'm closer to him then I am to cam, actually we're pretty close...I think I've screwed it up bad...a few weeks ago my friends wouldn't get off my back so I said he was more like a brother (to get them off my tail) and he heard...though he did look a bit disappointed. Or maybe that was just me. Anyways, I've never felt like this for any guy...not even my ex. Today when I was getting breakfast from the cafeteria H was leaning over/sorta into me showing me yt vids and my breathing stopped I'm not even kidding. A ton of kids are like "Eww you like h_____?" Personally I think he's so cute aaaahhh and he just gets me. Also, we like all the same stuff. So that's a plus. And he's funny too, so that's nice...a moron at times? Yeah, who isn't- ANYWAYS THATS ALL TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO IN THE COMMENTS, like- my friends say I should tell him but we have a rly good relationship and I don't wanna ruin it...should I tell him or just...bottle it up? UPDATE: He thinks I'm annoying when I barely talk to him. He told like all my friends he thinks I'm annoying too :( anddddd he said I call him a ton when I barely call him. I only call him that much coz A, I have nothing better to do. B, he said he'd give me guitar lessons. Has he? No-
