hi! um im not quite sure how to end start or just write this so ill start off with an apology 1. sorry i went on hiatus for longer than expected. middle school is a new experience and i had to take it in for a bit, so sorry i didnt keep my promise 2. soosososo sorry for my friends for not keeping in touch. i really wish i talked to you guys more, and im scared ive lost you guys. im sorry i wasnt there if and when you needed me </3 i really do mean it also sorry for the gaslighting in that p1n dm i lied </333333 sorry school hit too hard and too fast for me to recoup,, sorry for not telling you too :( you guys are my favs forever aa 3. SORRY FOR THE MESS THAT WAS MY SHOP. i left it unattended for such a long time,,, and im sorry for the workers who had to deal with the mess. if you have an order from me, i regret to tell you i dropped it. and i dont quite know how to resolve it rn so ill just close it for a bit. im really sorry if it was stressful to deal with, but thank you so much for trying your best to not...let it completely burn lol 4. i guess sorry to my followers now for not updating :') im fine and quite well actually much happier than i was during my period here. not saying scratch is the reason for my ~sad azzie hours~ but i just found that scratch is a distraction and id like to focus on my academic stuff. thank you for your understanding and forever support !! that being said, i dont expect to post a lot anymore besides mayybeee a project then and there (i was looking back at my old projects and omg i miss making these!!) middle school is too much (im part of a special program too X'T) and i have new interests now! this community was a big, and very nice part of my life but i think its time i leave. thank you to the aesthetic community. even though i have gripes with the community, it is still such an amazing place. thank you to the aesthetic accounts that inspired me in the past, and good luck to the accounts of the future !! if you ever wana talk, dm my p1n @cloudcrepe. i wont be checking here much and tho i wont check p1n that much either chances ill reply r much higher (may post p1n edits??) thank you for reading. you are all beautiful people and please have a great day ! zai jian <3
